"The glory of God is man fully alive, and the life of man is the vision of God."--Saint Irenaeus
Then God said, “Let us make mankind in our image, in our likeness, so that they may rule over the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky, over the livestock and all the wild animals, and over all the creatures that move along the ground.” Gen. 1:26
"How deep the Father's Love for us/How vast beyond all measure/that He should give his only Son/to make a wretch His treasure."--Stewart Townend
"I just showed up/for my own life/and I'm standing here taking it in/and it sure looks bright."--Sara Groves
This practice of feeling before God is wonderful and painful, but it beats the alternative. Life is painful. It's easy to want to avoid that pain, but the alternative is death: a hollowed out existence like the sound of a calliope ever circling and going nowhere. It is clear that God didn't see Adam as the final version of who He made man to become or He would not desire that we become conformed to the image of Christ. Jesus was known as a "man of sorrows, aquainted with grief," yet it was He, "who for the JOY set before Him, endured the cross." The two emotions are inextricably linked. It took tremendous pain to get to that joy. It always will for us as well. We could not become like Him without that pain.
Feel it. There is joy beyond.